Aryn's Desire: A BOLD Security Novel (Finding Submission Book 1) Read online

  So I did my duty, watched them, watched out for them and let them have their fun while I hung back in the background and they did their thing.

  The next day was worse. I was so exhausted from my lack of sleep the night before that all I managed to do was plop down in bed and pass out. At least that gave me some peace from the turmoil roaming around inside of me. But it was short-lived when I started to once again dream about Caden topping me and it shot me awake.

  Luckily though, it was later in the morning and I’d managed to get a decent night’s sleep anyway.

  My peace was short-lived when I found out from Dex that they would be returning to the club tonight and he thought I should come along.

  I don’t want to put myself back in that vulnerable position of being there, but then again I want to be there to disprove Derek’s theory that I am a submissive and more importantly, that Caden is interested in me.

  After a long back and forth battle with myself, I get dressed and go with them.

  We enter the club in the same manner as before, but tonight Ash isn’t manning the check-in podium and I’m disappointed.

  We haven’t talked much since the last time I was here. Not without effort, though. Either she was working or I was working and we just didn’t connect. I’ll admit that I wondered a couple times if my lack of interest has anything to do with what Derek said about me.

  Tonight I am determined not to let it get to me. I am determined more than anything to just simply pay attention to Derek and Dex while they work Cotah and Raine.

  My determination is blown to bits when Caden escorts Ashley over to one of the crosses. I don’t know that I would have paid much attention to it except for the fact that Ash has her hands bound in front over her. She is topless and gorgeous as sin in her black boy shorts.

  Caden is shirtless, wearing only a pair of leather pants and black boots, much like my own.

  Seeing him topless is something to behold. His chest is chiseled, defined and he puts me to shame in the working out department. Shirtless he looks like a menace not to be messed with. He’s tall and appears totally in control.

  He secures Ashley’s hands to the cuffs on the cross. Caden is gentle with her. His fingers trace down each arm in a gentle, comforting caress and Ashley’s cheeks turn a soft pink.

  Caden repeats the process with the other arm and when he reaches her side, the other hand joins him as he slides them down over her hips, down her thighs and then he coaxes her to open her legs for him and she does. His gentle touch continues as he secures her ankles to the cross with the same softness.

  Once she is secure, he glides his hands back up her body and she shivers. Caden presses his back against hers, giving her the comfort of knowing he’s there and she melts into him. He is whispering in her ear and while I can’t hear what he is saying, it has a very visible calming effect on her.

  Jealousy slices through me like razorblades in my blood. Cutting me open, exposing me.

  Sensing this, in some uncanny way, Caden turns toward me, pinning me with a glare that has my knees shaking and weak, ready to buckle under my weight. I take a step back in an attempt to balance myself and a wicked little smirk spreads over Caden’s lips and I shiver.

  He whispers something to Ashley and she nods.

  Caden raises his hand and gestures for me to approach. I close my eyes, attempting to dispel the compulsion to do as he has asked. Realizing that I can’t stop myself, I take a step forward, a step toward them, and I open my eyes. Caden’s smile has returned, but the look in his eyes is commanding me forward, making me move in a way I hadn’t expected. Solidifying everything that Derek has been saying.

  I. Am. A. Submissive.

  What would happen next would alter me forever. Alter me in a way that I could have never imagined possible.

  I approach him, but I cannot find it in myself to acknowledge him. Despite the fact that I know I could royally piss him off, I simply cannot give him that satisfaction. Not today.

  “Would you like to help Ash?” Caden’s voice has a soft, seductive tone to it that sends my blood racing through my veins.

  I nod.

  Caden’s smile grows impossibly larger as he steps back from Ashley’s body and she shivers at the loss of contact. “Go around to the other side of the cross, facing her. Comfort her.”

  I nod my understanding and I sidestep Caden and walk around the cross. Ash’s eyes are on me and she smiles. Her smile is so sweet and welcoming that I can’t help but smile back at her.

  “Kiss him.” Caden’s voice is dripping with pure command and she raises her chin toward me and I smile because the restraints have her in a position that even though she’s been ordered to do it, she can’t obey, not without my help. My eyes dart to Caden who chuckles silently but nods.

  I lean down and kiss Ash hard. Her breathing hitches and she moans as my tongue slides in along hers. Her eyes close and my eyes go to Caden who is standing there watching us. For the briefest of moments, his dominance falls as he enjoys the sight before him. I close my eyes and deepen the kiss with Ash and she moans again.

  Then her breathing turns from steady to short bursts and the sound of leather on skin fills my ears. I pull back.

  “I didn’t tell you to stop,” Caden admonishes with his eyes pinned on me and I shiver as I catch sight of the flogger he is wielding along her backside. She groans with each hit. I lick my lips and take her mouth with mine once again but I can’t help watching Caden. I am doing my best attempt to make him jealous and failing miserably.

  My cock grows hard with each flick of her tongue, each lick of the flogger, and groan that escapes Ashley’s mouth.

  The flogger cracks hard against her backside and she pulls back, screaming and breathing through the pain Caden has inflicted on her.

  Caden’s eyes grow angry because she’s stopped kissing me and in an attempt to help calm her, I slide my fingers into her hair. Reminding her that I too am here to help hold her and she settles into my touch. Caden resumes his flogging of her backside and every fifth or sixth strike, Ashley rattles her bindings and I hold her tighter to my lips. If she really wanted to pull away, she could. Her cries of pain are swallowed by my kisses and quickly turn to moans.

  The smell of polish on the cross quickly fades and the sweet scent of her arousal begins to assault my nose. I inhale deeply and I open my eyes to find Caden’s eyes are on me. Realizing what I’m smelling, he stops his flogging and steps forward, pressing his backside to Ash and grabbing a hold of her hair. He pulls her head back and away from my lips.

  “You sweet little slut,” he growls as he takes over her lips with his and my cock jumps as he possesses her in a way that drives the jealousy right back through my veins. “What would you rather have? My whip or his cock?” Caden asks Ash and she shivers violently.

  “Your cock and his.” I suck in a quick deep breath.

  “Ahh, my sweet slut, that is not an option. My whip or his cock?”

  He tugs her hair a little harder and she moans, “His cock, Sir.”

  There is a tremor that visibly runs through Caden as his eyes meet mine and he cocks an eyebrow at me. “Which would you rather have, my sweet boy, her pussy or my whip?”

  The name ‘sweet boy’ sends a thrill through me unlike anything I’ve ever felt before and I can’t explain it. “Your whip.” The words tumble out before I can stop them. I wanted to say her pussy but those words were just too hard to say at this moment.

  Ashley’s head snaps in my direction and for some reason I expected disappointment, but instead I am met with a reassuring smile.

  “Well then, since it is my choice, I am going to give you her pussy.” His voice is dark, brooding and commanding in a way that I am not sure what I really expected him to say. While I said whip, I’m pretty sure that he wouldn’t tie me up to the cross and start whipping me. If I remember anything about this lifestyle, negotiations have to come first and we’ve discussed nothing.

  “Please, Mast
er,” Ash begs him, “Please.”

  “Untie her,” Caden orders me and I move around the cross, kneeling to undo her ankles first. Her legs are fucking gorgeous. Toned, tanned and sexy as fuck. I can’t help running my hands up them as I stand to undue her hands. First one, then the other, as I press myself against her, holding her to the cross while she catches her footing. “Carry her,” Caden orders and I do as he’s asked of me, scooping her up in my arms and turning toward him. His bag is slung over his shoulder and he nods in the direction of the private rooms. I dutifully follow him with Ash in my arms.

  THIRTY~ONE

  ASHLEY SNUGGLES INTO my hold and places her face in my neck. “Are you sure you’re okay with this?”

  “Are you?” I counter in a whisper.

  “Absolutely,” she breathes.

  “Then yes,” I tell her quickly, not wanting Caden to hear us talking. I don’t want to anger him, after what I’ve just seen in his eyes, I imagine making him angry isn’t a hard thing to do.

  I follow him down the hallway past the unmarked doors of the private rooms. We pass Derek’s room and stop one down and opposite his door. Caden unlocks the door and holds it open for us to enter. His eyes meet mine in a strange, reassuring kind of way that makes me smile.

  We step inside and the room is only slightly bigger than Derek’s. I briefly wonder if all the rooms are like this before I remember the speech from the fetish ball and conclude that because of their contributions, Derek and Caden have priority rooms.

  A four-poster bed sits in the center of the room with six inch thick posts. There are cuffs attached to each one of them. “Lay her down,” Caden orders and I do as he’s asked and I step back.

  Caden puts his bag down on the floor near the door and then he climbs on the bed with Ashley.

  “Pet?” he says to her softly.

  “Yes, Sir?”

  Then he leans in and whispers something in her ear and again the jealousy slides over me. She nods and then Caden climbs off and comes to stand next to me. “Do you agree to do as I say?”

  “Yes,” I tell him easily.

  “It’s about fun, no limits really being pushed, but I’d like to know if you’d have a problem being tied to the bed?” Ashley climbs off the bed.

  “No,” I answer with confidence. For some strange reason, I’m intrigued by what is about to happen with Ashley and me and what role Caden is going to play in it.

  “Take your clothes off,” he orders and I have no problem following his commands.

  I quickly shed my clothes and wait for the next command.

  “Suck him,” Caden orders Ash.

  The look in his eyes is full of lust and desire as he gazes at my body. I shiver and Ashley kneels before me with a big Cheshire grin on her face as she takes in my cock. Caden steps back and sits in a chair positioned at the end of the bed. His eyes never leave mine as Ashley takes my cock into her mouth.

  I groan and I fight to keep my eyes open with the sensation. Her mouth is hot and wet as her lips wrap tightly around me and she swallows me down. The muscles in her tongue caress my cock and I shiver. This time I can’t fight the roll of my eyes as she works me with her mouth. If she keeps this up, I will be coming down her throat in a matter of seconds. I groan.

  “Enough,” Caden orders and Ashley dutifully stops. “Lie down, Aryn,” he adds and I step around Ashley who is still on the floor. I climb onto the bed and lay on my back in the middle.

  Caden comes to the other side of the bed, grabs my arm and secures it into one of the headboard cuffs. I shiver when the gentle caress of his fingers reaches my arm as he wraps the soft lined cuff around my wrist. He has a wide smile on his lips when he rounds the bed and repeats the process with my other arm. Once I’m secured to the bed, he turns to Ash and grabs the button on his pants and my cock jumps when he rips them open.

  He stands there and Ashley takes her cue. She puts her fingers in his waistband and tugs down his pants and his cock springs free. A drop of pre-cum slides down my shaft as Ashley takes him into her mouth.

  Jealousy slides over me again when he slides his hands into her hair, holding her to him, forcing himself inside of her mouth. She tenses as he pushes into the back of her throat. His cock is larger than mine in the girth department, but watching Ashley suck him is a sight to witness. He releases her hair and she gasps slightly for breath before taking him back into her mouth.

  Caden’s eyes never leave mine.

  After a couple more sucks and strokes, Caden releases Ashley and steps back. His cock stands hard and ready and neither Ashley’s nor my eyes leave it. Not until he commands Ash onto the bed with me, shedding her boy shorts as she does. Her perfectly shaved pussy comes into view and she has the most delicious, suckable clit. Her nipples are hard as diamonds and taut. My tongue slides over my lips in anticipation. I turn my full focus to her as she climbs on top of me, but she does doesn’t go near my cock. Instead she slides up, placing her delicious nipple at my lips, rubbing it, teasing me.

  I stick out my tongue, desperate for a taste of her sweetness and she gives it to me. I slide my tongue up along her nipple. She lets out a moan of pleasure and she presses her nipple into my mouth. I latch onto it like I need it to breathe and our eyes meet. Desire and lust are reflected back at me and I flick my tongue. Her eyes roll up and I do it again, sucking harder on her nipple and using my teeth to nibble slightly.

  The pain sends a thrill through her and she groans above me before popping her nipple free of my mouth. My disappointment is brief when she slides the other one along my lips and I suck it into my mouth. Giving this one the same treatment as I did the other one.

  My cock is so hard it is starting to hurt and I want to grip it into my hand and fuck myself senseless, but alas, I’m tied to the bed and the frustration sends a new wave of desire through me. I nibble a little on the hard nipple in my mouth. She frees herself from me and I move my head down her stomach, licking and kissing until I can go no further. My message becomes clear and she climbs up my body further, placing her slit just out of reach of my mouth.

  I arch up, breathing in her sweet aroma as I stick out my tongue and lightly lick her folds. My heart beats a little faster as her sweetness coats my tongue. Quite possibly the best pussy I’ve ever tasted is only inches from me and I desperately want to bury my face in it. I tease her with a few more licks in hopes of coaxing her to lower herself. She moans and her legs start to tremble as she moves down enough to give me what I want. Her eyes glisten with desperate need as I finally suck her clit into my mouth.

  Her eyes roll up and I flick my tongue against the tight nub and she grinds her hips against my face, urging me to suck harder and faster.

  She moans again and my eyes close.

  Then everything changes as I feel a hand on one of my legs pushing it out further, only to be embraced by a soft cuff. I shiver and moan into her cunt and she responds equally as loud.

  My other leg is brought over and the same warm touch caresses along my leg on its way to the cuff that is quickly secured around my ankle.

  I am completely exposed, completely vulnerable, and there are two things I want to happen. One, I want Ashley to come all over my tongue and two, I need to have hands, a mouth, something on my cock. Then, the bed dips and I jump slightly when a pair of warm hands start to caress along my thighs and higher.

  I should stop this, I could stop this, but I can’t find it in me to do anything about it. The touch, his touch, wipes out any will I have to make it stop because I know in the back of my mind that I can’t stop this because I don’t want it to end. Ashley’s moans grow louder and her thrusts against my face increase as I eat her pussy. She’s getting closer and I am one step closer to my goal.

  My cock throbs, desperate to be touched. Natural instinct tells me that I want Ashley to reach back and grab it, but Caden is so much closer.

  I cry out around Ashley’s pussy when my cock slides into Caden’s hot mouth. “Fuck,” I groan. Every nerve e
nding in my body ignites, sending goosebumps across my skin. My nipples harden and Ashley grinds her cunt against my mouth. I suck her in, hard. Nibbling and sucking, licking and stroking my tongue along her clit and slipping into her opening.

  Caden’s mouth slides down my cock and his hands grip onto my balls, sending waves of pain mixed with undeniable pleasure through my body. On the verge of exploding down Caden’s throat, I attempt to take a deep breath, concentrate on Ashley’s pussy on my face, licking and sucking. Her moans grow louder with each passing second and I can’t stop. She’s close, she is going to come and that is what I want more than anything. I scrape my teeth against the sensitive nub once and on the second pass she explodes. Her body trembles above me as she rides out her orgasm. Her cries echo off the walls around us.

  Caden’s hand tightens around my balls and he swallows my length down his throat. He repeats these actions, over and over, until it’s all too much and I explode down his throat in the most intense orgasm I’ve ever felt in my life.

  I gasp for breath after coming and pull my head away from Ashley’s pussy. Caden doesn’t stop sucking and when he flicks his tongue across the underside of my cock, I squirm and my cock hardens again.

  Ashley slides off my chest and to the side. Caden grabs her by the back of her neck and quickly takes her mouth with his. She moans when his tongue slides along hers.

  I catch my breath and my bearings while they devour each other’s mouths. Caden kisses along Ashley’s jaw, down her neck before drawing one nipple into his mouth. He sucks and pulls on it with gusto before moving to other one. My cock jumps when Caden tugs on her nipple, stretching the skin taut. Ashley has mercy on my neglected cock and begins to stroke me with her hand while Caden works her over with his mouth.

  His other hand comes into view to reveal a set of clamps. He releases her nipples from his hand and mouth then takes the wet one between two fingers, pulling hard and then clamping the alligator clip onto it. Her eyes flutter and her body shivers. Her breathing hitches then lengthens as she processes the pain of the clamp against her nipple. Caden repeats the process with her other nipple and Ashley hisses as her eyes glaze over and she gives in to the sensations.